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2025๋…„ 2์›” 16์ผ ์ผ์š”์ผ ์ผ๊ธฐ (16/2/2025 DAIRY)

by YUHA๐ŸŒน 2025. 2. 16.
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์˜ค๋Š˜๋„ ๋ฒ„๊ฑฐํ‚น ์‹œ์ผœ ๋จน์Œ!
Today, I ate the Burger King hamburger!


๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์ด๋ฒˆ์— ๊ฐ๊ธฐ์— ๊ฑธ๋ ธ๋Š”๋ฐ
And I caught a cold this time,

์ธํ„ฐ๋„ท์— ๊ฐ๊ธฐ ๋นจ๋ฆฌ ๋‚ซ๋Š” ๋ฒ• ๊ฒ€์ƒ‰ํ•ด๋ด„..
so I searched online on
how to get better quickly..

๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ค ๋•€ ๋‚  ๋งŒํผ ๋”ฐ๋œปํ•˜๊ฒŒ ํ•ด๋†“๊ณ 
Then, I saw that I would get better

ํ‘น ์ž๋ฉด ๋‚ซ๋Š”๋‹ค๋Š” ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ๋ณด๊ณ 
if I make it warm enough to sweat
and sleep well,

๊ฑฐ์‹ค ์†ŒํŒŒ์— ์ „๊ธฐ์žฅํŒ ํ‹€์–ด๋†“๊ณ  ๋‚ฎ์ž ์„ ์ž ใ…Žใ…Ž
so I turned on the electric pad
on the sofa in the living room
and took a nap

๋“ฑ์— ๋•€ ๋‚  ์ •๋„๋กœ ๋”ฐ๋œปํ•˜๊ฒŒ...๐Ÿซถ
Sleeping warm enough
to make my back sweat... ๐Ÿซถ

์ž๊ณ  ๋‚˜๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ์ปจ๋””์…˜์ด ์ข€ ๋‚˜์€ ๊ฑฐ ๊ฐ™๋‹ค
I think I'm feeling better
after sleeping this way


์–ด์จŒ๋“  ์˜ค๋Š˜๋„ ๊ธฐ๋ถ„์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์ข‹๋‹ค ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—
Anyway, I feel so good today ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

์ด ํ–‰๋ณต์„ ๋Š๋‚„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ
I can feel this happiness,

ํƒœ์–ด๋‚˜๊ธธ ์ž˜ํ–ˆ๋‹ค ์‹ถ์€ ๊ธฐ๋ถ„..๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’–
so I feel like I'm glad I was born. ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’–



์Šค๋ ˆ๋“œ์—์„œ ์ž์„ธํ•œ ์ด์ƒํ˜• ๋ชฉ๋ก์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๋ฉด
I saw in thread that
if I made a detailed ideal type list,

์ •ํ™•ํžˆ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ชฉ๋ก์— ์ ์€ ๊ทธ ์ด์ƒํ˜•์„
I would meet the exact ideal type

๋งŒ๋‚  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋ง์„ ๋“ฃ๊ณ 
That I wrote on the list,

์ด์ƒํ˜• ๋ชฉ๋ก์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด๋ณด๊ธฐ๋กœ ํ•จใ…Ž
so I decided to make a list
of ideal types haha

์ƒ๊ฐ๋งŒ ํ•ด๋„ ํ๋ญ‡ํ•˜๋‹ค...(ใ…‹ใ…‹ใ…‹)
I'm happy just thinking about it...(LOL)


์‚ฌ์‹ค ๋‚˜๋Š” ๋น„ํ˜ผ์ฃผ์˜์ž์ด์ง€๋งŒ
I'm a non-maritalist,

์ด์„ฑ์„ ์‚ฌ๊ท€๋ ค๋Š” ์ž๋ฐœ์  ๋…ธ๋ ฅ์„
but I just mean completely giving up

์™„์ „ํžˆ ํฌ๊ธฐํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋œป์ผ ๋ฟ,
on my voluntary efforts
to have a relationship,

์ž์—ฐ์Šค๋Ÿฌ์šด ๋งŒ๋‚จ์ด ํ˜น์—ฌ ์ƒ๊ธด๋‹ค๋ฉด
so I wouldn't reject it

๊ทธ๊ฑด ๊ฑฐ๋ถ€ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์„ ๊ฑฐ์ž„ใ…Ž
if there is any natural encounter

๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์ด์„ฑ์„ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๋ ค๋Š” ๋…ธ๋ ฅ์„ ์•ˆ ํ•˜๋Š”๋ฐ๋„
When I don't try to meet the opposite sex

์„œ๋กœ๊ฐ€ ๋Œ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์‚ฌ์ด๊ฐ€ ์ƒ๊ธด๋‹ค๋ฉด
But if there's a relationship
where we're attracted to each other,

๊ทธ๊ฒƒ์ด ์ธ์—ฐ์ด์ž ์šด๋ช…์ด๊ฒ ์ง€!
that's fate and destiny!


๊ทน๋‹จ์  ๋น„ํ˜ผ์ฃผ์˜์ž๊ฐ€ ๋ณด๋ฉด
Would it be a laughing point

์›ƒ์Œ ํฌ์ธํŠธ์ด๋ ค๋‚˜..ใ…Ž
for an extreme non-maritalist..lpl

ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ผ๋‹จ ๋‚˜์˜ ํ˜„์žฌ ํ”Œ๋žœ์€
But my current plan is

๊ฒฐํ˜ผ์„ ์•ˆ ํ•˜๊ฒ ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋‹ˆ
that I won't get married,

๋‚˜๋Š” ๋‚ด ๊ธฐ์ค€ ๋น„ํ˜ผ์ฃผ์˜์ž๋Š” ๋งž์Œ..
so I'm a non-marriageist
by my standards..

๋ฌผ๋ก  ์ด๋ฒˆ ์ƒ์˜ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„ 
Of course, I think negatively

๋ถ€์ •์ ์œผ๋กœ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•จ..
about marriage in this life..

์ฆ‰, ๊ฒฐํ˜ผ์„ ์œ„ํ•œ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผ์„ ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑด ์‹ซ๊ธฐ์—
In other words,
I don't want to get married
just for marriage itself,

์ผ๋‹จ์€ ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์ฃฝ์„ ๋•Œ๊นŒ์ง€ ํ˜ผ์ž ์‚ด ์˜ˆ์ •..ใ…Ž
so I'm just going to live alone
until I die for now


์˜ค๋Š˜ ์‚ฌ์ง„์ด ์ ์€ ๊ฒŒ ์ฃ„์†กํ•ด์„œ
I'm sorry that
I don't have many pictures today,

์˜ค๋Š˜์˜ ์ผ์ƒ๊ณผ ์ƒ๊ฐ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด์„œ
so I'm writing about

๊ธ€์ด๋ผ๋„ ์ด๊ฒƒ์ €๊ฒƒ ์จ๋ด…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค..ใ…Ž
my daily life and thoughts today..haha



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This is the end of today's diary!


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