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2024๋…„ 11์›” 10์ผ ์ผ์š”์ผ ์ผ๊ธฐ (10/11/2024 DAIRY)

by YUHA๐ŸŒน 2024. 11. 10.
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ใ…‹ใ…‹ใ…‹ใ…‹ใ…‹์‚ฌ์ง„ใ…‹ใ…‹ใ…‹
lol lol lol the photo hahaha

์–ด์ œ๋Š” ๋‚ด ๋ฐฉ์—์„œ ์ž์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ  ๊ฑฐ์‹ค ์†ŒํŒŒ์—์„œ ์žค๋‹ค.
Yesterday, I slept on the sofa in the living room, I didn't sleep in my room.

๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ์•„๋น ๊ฐ€ ๋ฐค์ƒˆ ์†ŒํŒŒ์šฉ ์ „๊ธฐ์žฅํŒ์„ ๋ˆ ๊ฒƒ์ž„..!
But my dad turned off the electric pad for the sofa in the night...!

์•„๋น ๋Š” ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์†ŒํŒŒ์— ์žˆ๋Š”์ง€ ๋ชฐ๋ž๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜์…จ๋‹คใ… ใ…  ๐Ÿคฃ
He said he didn't know I was on the sofa ๐Ÿคฃ

์•„๋‹ˆ ๊ทธ๊ฑธ ์™œ ๋ชฐ๋ผ์š”...? ์ œ ๋ถ€ํ”ผ๊ฐ€ ์•ˆ ๋ณด์ด์‹œ๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ๋ง์ด ๋˜๋‚˜์š”..?
Why didn't he know that? Does it make sense that he couldn't see me on the sofa..?

ใ…‹ใ…‹ใ…‹์•”ํŠผ ์›ƒ๊ฒผ๋‹ค.
Lol that was funny anyway.



์˜ค๋Š˜ ์ €๋…์œผ๋กœ ์ˆ˜ํ”„๋ฅผ ๋จน์—ˆ๋‹คใ…Žใ…Ž
I ate soup for dinner today haha



๊ทธ๊ฑด ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ณ  ์š”์ฆ˜ ๋‚ด ์šฐ์šธ๊ฐ์„ ๋ฐ•์‚ด๋‚ผ ์ง€์‹์„ ์–ป์—ˆ๋‹ค!
By the way, I got the knowledge to smash my depression these days!

๋ฐ”๋กœ '๋‚˜ ์ž์‹ ์„ ํƒ€์žํ™”ํ•˜๊ธฐ'!
It's 'othering myself(making myself the third person'!

๋งŒ์•ฝ ์‚ฌ๋ฌด์‹ค์—์„œ ์šฐ์šธํ•˜๋‹ค๋ฉด '์ด ์‚ฌ๋ฌด์‹ค์— ์žˆ๋Š” ๋‚˜'๋ฅผ ์ œ3์ž์˜ ์‹œ์„ ์œผ๋กœ ๋ณด๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์ƒ์ƒํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋‹ค!
If you're depressed in the office, Imagine looking at "myself in this office" from a third party perspective!

๋‚˜ ์ž์‹ ์„ 1์ธ์นญ์œผ๋กœ ๋ณด๋ฉด '์ด๋Ÿฐ ์ผ๋„ ์ œ๋Œ€๋กœ ํ•ด๋‚ด์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๊ณ  ์ฉ”์ฉ”๋งค๋Š” ๋ฐ”๋ณดใ… '๋ผ๋Š” ๋ถ€์ •์ ์ธ ๊ฐ์ •์ด ๋“ค์ง€๋งŒ
When I look at myself in the first person, I have a negative feeling of being a fool who can't even do this job properly

์ œ3์ž์˜ ์‹œ์„ ์œผ๋กœ ๋ณด๋ฉด '๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ๊ฝค ํ›Œ๋ฅญํ•˜๊ฒŒ ์ผ์„ ํ•ด๋‚ด๋Š” ์‚ฌ๋ฌด์›์ด๋ฉฐ ์ž ๊น ์ผ์˜ ํ•ด๊ฒฐ ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์„ ๊ณ ๋ฏผํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ๋‹ค'๋ผ๋Š” ํ•ด์„์ด ๋‚˜์˜จ๋‹ค.
But from the perspective of a third party, there is an interpretation that 'she is an office worker who does a pretty good job and is briefly considering how to solve the problem.'

์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์‹ฌ์ ์œผ๋กœ ํž˜๋“ค ๋• ๋‚˜ ์ž์‹ ์˜ ๋ชจ์Šต์„ ํƒ€์žํ™”ํ•ด์„œ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณด๊ธฐ!!
When you're mentally struggling like this, look at yourself in the third perspective!!



์˜ค๋Š˜ ์ผ๊ธฐ ๋!!
This is the end of today's diary!!


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